God bless your faimly. i kno this is a hard time but u will get through it. God has a plan for you. before the light there is darkness. sometimes things happen for a reason. whether its to open your eyes or maybe god just wants u to get closer to him. either way he is holding you right now even if u feel like u are alone. i pray that your nephew returns safely. God has blessed you with a beautiful voice. Dont let the devil slip in and steal your joy and break you down. you keep on doin your thing and keep your head up because there is only glorious times awaiting for you. And to the ignorant one... chill out even tho u are anonymous on here god knows it was you who wrote it and he def dont like ugly.