To my darling angel NICOLE I want to say how sorry I am for the language I have used I just get so irate when I think someone is bagging u. I can't help but stand up for u as u r not here to stand up for yourself. U r my world and my reason for existing. U have changed my live dramatically and I will always be in debt to u. Stay true to yourself and be happy and know there are millions of fans out there for u. To anyone who thinks I'm being silly putting this comment in I'm doing it as I know quite often NICOLE goes on these sites and reads our comments,that's part of the reason why I get so upset and fight back in NICOLE'S honour. So NIKKI once again I am sorry and hope u can understand why I blew up LOVE U NICOLE NOW FOREVER AND ALWAYSxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Lil Nic