@TRUE BLUE Wow - this is such a late post on this thread now I don't know if you'll even get to read it. OK - I do get your point about her family and as a fan of hers I do want her to be around for a long time - I'm honestly looking forward to going to see her still when I'm like 40 - just imagine what that'd be like with her having 10 or 11 albums worth of material to choose from for a concert. I get the people who are concerned for her welfare honestly I do - but if she's just using occasionally, just like she says and its under control and if I'm doing similar stuff, how can I do anything but get angry at those people who just shout out 'Druggie' and such. I wasn't trying to make out people were hypocrites - honestly, I just thought more of you guys, a lot more, would be taking things - like I hinted at in my last post I get offered a lot of stuff for free - at parties, at festivals and gigs and so on. I hadn't realised that my experience was so different to most other peoples. SORRY.