i would like to personally sy that i understand u to be honest,im 17 years old and misunderstood.i used king beys music to escape tha pain of this world and im gonna admit it,bey means more to me than i mean to myyself..at first i was a normal fan but a lot has happened in my life and bey helped me thru it,i remember wanting to die when i was 15 cause i was bullied at skull,i took a lot of pills and just put them in my hand and beys quote 'the heart is stronger than u think saved me.she just gives my life so much meaning and i feel worthless most tmes.my parents used t take me t see a therapist and we she asked me wat made me happy in life i just said beonce and tears ran down my face cause ive been thru a lot and i tell yself every day bey isnt a quiter and neither are u..i have 4 tatoos of her including her quote diamonds used to be coal,look yung cause they got soul.to me it means so much,what i feel for bey is worth first place and gold.my real friends dont think im crazy cause they know wat i went thru..team bey till death...she literally lives in me,she saves me everyday and i dont listern to her haters,they dont know wat ive been thru