dear JOHN !

no one suck in english as me. let's not go there :oops:

that's as an intro :lol:

and i will def love to visit spain. maybe next year or somthin' cuz i have still like 6 months before i get graduated and then boof . i will do whatever i like ! ;)

i do not hate living in egypt. but i just don't feel like this is the place for me. i have a lot of things i wanna do and going to europe or to US will be the first step in that path. hopefully i can do just that !

tbh, i don't have any problem with ppl of different religious beliefs . i'm not christian or jewish either. but i believe there's a god. i didn't say anything about them as persons , but i just don't get them. i tried to , but i failed big time cuz my logic unit in my brain refuse to accept what they say. as simple as this !! and i do not generalize " normally" , but most atheist ppl i had conversations with weren't that intelligent . for example :

ME having a conversation with one of them " and do not take it personally , i will narrate what happened and i will leave u to judge " :

ME : thank god i made it and arrived in time

him " atheist " : whatever , how did u do it anyway?

ME : i was just running down the streets and " suddenly " found some parts of a car gathering together to make/form a car and after it all happened , i drove it and came here !! as simple as this .

him : but but but .... how those parts came together all by themselves ?! that's unbelievable , like WTF ?! that shit can't be serious , how this happens suddenly , like WTF ?!

ME : so u do not think i'm honest about it.
HIM : absolutely and this is ridiculous. cars don't get together by themselves , there are ppl who make them. and they don't get the fuck together from corners of the street. what is that shit u been smokin ?!
ME : nothing , but how u say now that this is ridiculous and u believe that the world was made suddenly ?!
HIM : no , it is not the same case as your shit.
ME : but it is the same concept. whoa !
HIM : ok , maybe you are right after all. but i'm not just a believer in god and that stupid shit, i can live without them u know .

ME : it is your life not mine, but u did said i was being ridic , so ....
HIM : sorry , G2g , bye

:x

anyway , i have no problem in having conversations with them and all. but the point is : when i talk with ppl of different beliefs / thoughts , etc...

but that conversation above wasn't intelligent at all if u asked me. and me and him are still friends regardless :lol: !
so i am not that complex when it comes to different kind of ppl with their different beliefs and points of view.

lolz ! and yes ! i was a rihanna stan now i am not ! and i don't think i am a delusional stan of beyonce now either ! i'm cool :P

and i'm not with the whole " she's the greatest , she's the baddest , etc ... ' ! i love them all ! ALL !
but it is just the effect of the age , every 10 years things seem to change in every aspect of life ! music and all !

so today she's hot , tomorrow she is not !!!! legends and icons stay forever in ppl's minds ! so ...

let's just be thankful we had ppl like MC and whitney in our life. cuz only god knows what shitty gimmicks we are having today. ! and yes , i think rihanna contributed , in a way , in the downfall of the real music ! and this is the most honest line u will ever hear from a former 6-years- stanning for- rihanna stan (U_U) !
and of course old divas shit on today's ! but you have to agree that beyonce is the best among those bitches of today. accomplishments , talent and all ! only her music is not that appealing to a lot of ppl . i already made it clear during my days as a rihanna stan in TGJ , u remember :P ?!

i want her to be :
more versatile.
more open with her fans.
thinking before talking.

and BTW , i looooooooooooove european music.

i don't hate gays like real hate as if i'm cursing them all day or something, actually i see a lot of them whenever i am online , and since i'm that westernized as u can see , i'm just being cool with them step by step , but now , i just don't support such thing as " being gay" ! i don't know what i'm going to be labelled by then.

but i just don't get it @john ! maybe u got used to it cuz your environment deal with it as a normal thing , but mine don't , so ...

maybe this is the problem after all !! so u are right in a way ! maybe if i moved on from here maybe i will be less hard on them , they are humans after all .

and i won't even speak about yo gaga :x , u know it all already ! :P

but i love me some adele ;) and INNA :P :P