Oh and blaming someone else is just an excuse. Can't nobody make you do something you don't want to do. This is what's wrong with the world today doing that blame game. So if someone told you to shoot,stab,jump of a roof you will follow them. In the industry you have to work hard. You have to do whatever they say to make it big. So it's easy for you to get drugs to make you feel like wonder woman or man just to please others.