I love this young lady & believe that thee is something that has bought her to this point.Stay strong in the Lord & don't allow anyone or thing to separate you from your journey with God. I saw where you came from & the progress you have made, don't allow satan to bring you down. Continue to uplift God in praise & stand on your truth. Church people are just like all people they sin too, I hear your hurt & disgust about this.. Hold on to God let him order your steps, be blessed I love who you are.