i've a 1year son i got with a white men,he leave me at 7month pregnancy because of pression of his family they dont want a black girl ,
the day he say that he was leaving me when i was 7month pregnant,i just decide to go home and kill myself i was so on low , so i take all drugs i got in my house, and i lay on my bed to finish i was so afraid to raise a baby alone, just in a seconde a i was ready to take it, my baby begun to quick me like tree or four time in my belly and to move and i begun to cry today im a proud mom of my son, i didnt have love again of a men, but the love, the sweetness and the happiness my baby give to me when i look at him its the best thing i can have
one day i've meet his daddy,we was on the mall, with my baby him with he's wife, he asking me how i was i say fine, and look the baby was ready to cry and say sorry to me , i respond to him,he dnt need to cry,he gave me the best thing i can have in my life so i dnt hate me for that

ciara thks for this song,future can be the shit but ciara happy u find ur love life in baby future