RIP...That whole entire lifestyle is not celebratory or in glamours. It is a wicked snuff of energy that takes on a life of it's own. It's to feed into the poor lazy minds of the lost to predict her outcome. She may fell for being a host with the behind the scenes vultures of snakes with hate. Everyday I am thankful that I don't have to prove myself or go into a hiding with drugs, fame or acceptance to be creative. RIP LexxiI Alijai