Hesitent moves and rapper hand gestures on a graffiti-laden piano? Girl, sit your x-shaped legs down. You lost pre-teen buyers when you got married. Some of them found out there's better and moved on. Deal with it. Just don't blame this disastrous era (and mall pizzeria tour) on your depression flaring up into full-fledged heroin addiction. Your heart's not in "it" anymore. Give the mrs. $100m., keep the other half, and marry a muscle daddy. Depression GONE!