Tina please don't be sad,llook up to the sky,but see higher. Let GOD guide you through all yr accomphisements. In your case Budda. Honey let's face it you've been thru quite a lot and you are one of the fortunate to still be with us and for that I will always love you so I say girl get of the couch or out of that bed and breathe and appreciate yr accomplishments. Love out Deb.