Keep your head up bro I have been and still is where you are when you're broke and have nothing people don't care as soon as you do something to help yourself there's a lot to say I discovered Chris Brown I've been robbed literally four of my of my artist I'm still fighting but being gay and this world and a black man you have a double battle on your hands bro but keep your head up God is he is the power turn to him in prayer and he will see you through I promise you that peace