Kenya hasn't been the same since his mother passed. Kenya need Jesus. Let it go, Kim got what she wanted and their no need for you anymore. You are acting crazy, letting everyone see that you are delusional. I notice you are dating all these white women trying to make Kim jealous, try a black one. Kim has moved on. I'm keeping you in my prayers. Pray and ask God to remove the hatred from your heart and to give you peace, His peace. Coming from a black mother.