Tamar, We all go through trials, but God is a Good God and God will open another door for you. Just like he open the door for you to be on The Real; as I always say No Weapon From Against thee Shall Prosper. (Say it everyday and when they say things about, "God Bless You) it works. He will put the right person in position to hire you on your next gig, so be ready. God Bless you.