I started following LNX after he kissed his backup dancer Yainer at the 2021BETAWARDS and I really regret it,because of me he started doing the wrong things that ''mpreg'' thing which is misogynistic and disrespectful to females and I think Yainer didnt like it as well he posted ''respect women bodies '' on ig story,its my fault LNX '' said ''fck your kids'' and its my fault he split from Yainer(i ruined his love life)all over Yainer seemingly disagreeing with the mpreg which i myself didnt like ..its my fault he messed with a white guy(mess not date)i wanted him to do since his ex Yainer seems to like white guys(cody jon is not gay is was a pr stunt),its my fault lil nas x walked on the street in his panties and and got arrested before it happened i was thinking about how he never got arrested before..its tragic that black clouds follow people i care about..also lots of gay black ppl get with whites and the cody jon thing was a pr stunt paying off that and i dont get why ppl were upset over it...because sharing the same race doesnt guarantee true love or loyalty