Nicki Minaj: “Yes- I Wanted To Commit Suicide”

Published: Thursday 6th Oct 2011 by David

Just one day after Nicki Minaj‘s cover for  Cosmopolitan magazine made its way online, more snaps from the shoot have surfaced ,no more than a few hours after the Rapper’s ‘fiery’ collaboration with Willow Smith surfaced here.

Accompanying the shoot is a very telling interview which sees the entertainer reveal intimate details of her past, details which may come as news for even the most loyal of her supporters.

Find out why she at one point wanted to commit suicide below…

She revealed:

When it came to my career- It was one dead-end after another. At one point, I was like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt – like maybe I should just take my life.”

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  1. Judie October 6, 2011

    nicki actually looks really good in these pics..:)
    ……….
    Ep. 8 – It Doesn’t Matter If You ACT White? …Because You Will STILL Get Treated Like a N***a http://goo.gl/SY3n4 <-wow funny as s***

  2. THE GREAT LACEFRONCE RETURNS. October 6, 2011

    GIMMICK

  3. Chile Please!! October 6, 2011

    If i was her crazy multi personality a** I’ll be wanting to do the same thing! Girl Bye!!! So over her!!

    • Tia Cody January 21, 2013

      Nicki u made it u made the rite decsion to not do it! and/but u stayed stong and u got thru it!

  4. ASAP (As Sincere As Possible) October 6, 2011

    Not a Nicki fan, but I’m glad she said that (I just hope it’s true and not some image-making policy).A lot of artists must feel like that when they don’t make it, but if it’s actually true that she thought of that, then her story and her success is an example.No matter how many rejections you have to go through, you will find your way at the end 🙂

  5. Bouncy Baby! October 6, 2011

    she looks 10 times better when her hair is like this.

    those crazy outfits may work on stage for entertainment but she looks AMAZING here and should keep this look.

  6. Pop Royalty (RUDE BOY) October 6, 2011

    so WBA stopped you from doing it ?!

    my opinion :

    It is just an attempt to get ppl attention ! I am not mad if that is her new way to get ppl’s attention cuz those crazy outfits were to much !

    I like her new less- crazy look btw !

  7. TYLER October 6, 2011

    For Once I agree with @THE GREAT LACEFRONCE RETURNS.

  8. TYLER October 6, 2011

    @Pop Royalty (RUDE BOY)

    HAHA!!!!! Agreed!

  9. MISHKA October 6, 2011

    What thoughts do you want, Sam’ interns.

    A lot of artists feel that way when they’re still waiting for their breakthrough. That’s the whole point of “Get rich or die trying”, “Finally Famous” , “Lose yourself” and countless other mottos.

  10. >Y.U.Mad? October 6, 2011

    i feel you nicki,glad you didn’t do it stress and when things not going the way you want to it let you think all type of sh!t.

  11. Speechless October 6, 2011

    Girl I am not here for your sob stories…..

  12. Those That Cannot Do, Stan October 6, 2011

    I think a lot of people feel that way at one point in their life for many reasons, not surprised people would mock that though. Still I always consider success the best revenge and until she’s no longer making money Nicki always has the last laugh.

    I’m glad she succeeded, her life story was tragic and when you’ve already suffered that much and still find no success in your dreams it can be heartbreaking.

    I wish her the best.

  13. Army Of Queen Of R&B Aaliyah & Queen Bee ! (ISTAN4Aaliyah&Kim) Who Da F*** Want War ??? !!!!!! October 6, 2011

    Oop Lmfaooo ! Cute Pics Tho

  14. kingbreezy October 6, 2011

    dat would hav been d best day of ma life

  15. the kiddz October 6, 2011

    Girl, sit down with that s***. All these artists want to commit s****** when they can’t get a record deal. #Gotoschool

  16. Nae October 6, 2011

    I don’t know. This girl has back-peddled and told so many lies, I don’t know what to believe from her anymore. But if this statement is true, I’m glad she didn’t commit s******. Death isn’t the answer.

  17. Malibu Barbie October 6, 2011

    Another sob story to create buzz … YAWN.
    who are you 10 steps ahead of nicki ??? YOU ARE A SWAGGER JACKER you are 20 steps BEHIND !!!

  18. KAT DELUNA FAN October 6, 2011

    l mean she wanted to commit s****** because it s hard to make it but yet she makes fun of ppl in the struggle(in the game) in her songs all the time.she is fake,a gimmick or just a liar.l remember she said on the BTS of “Right thru Me” that she was against s****** and she could never do it because she was a winner.Dont know what to think about this girl ……….. 🙄 🙄

    But l am glad she said it for her fans to understand that she had a weak point like anyone else.

  19. RATEDXXX(AKARATEDX) October 6, 2011

    you know what, I’m getting really sick of this s***……..

    I getting tired of these so call singers, rappers, entertainers usings serious issues like domestic violence, s******, so on just to sell records…

    newsflash to these so call victims..going to a magazine or doing interviews is NOT going to make a difference, just talking about it is NOT going to make a damn difference..

    how about yall so call victims use the millions yall make doing NOTHING BUT SELLING ASS, and open a shelter for other victims, not just donate money, actually work with these victims..

  20. SHESDUMB WROTE 1+1, WELL IF I DIDNT BEYONCE SURE ENOUGH DIDNT EITHER October 6, 2011

    KAT DELUNE PRETTY MUCH SAID WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO SAY. NICKI MINAJ COMES OFF AS A FRAUD, AND SHE MAKES FUN OF PEOPLE IN HER SONGS. CALLING GIRLS NAPPY HEADED H*** WHO NEED A PERMINATOR. I WAS AND STILL AM OFFENDED!!!!!! TAKE THOSE WIGS OFF AND SHOW US WHAT UR OWN MANE LOOK LIKE BECH!

  21. RATEDXXX(AKARATEDX) October 6, 2011

    look at Angelina jolie,

    this woman is hated by millions..and yet she uses her millions and actually goes out and make a difference…she actually goes out to these poor countries herself and help victims…

    for years angie was a drug addict..do u see her on every magazine covers talking about how she wants to be a voice for drug addicts? hell no

    I’m tired of these woe is me b*******…..dont talk about it, be about it..than i would give two f****..

  22. Robier October 6, 2011

    Please stfu and sit cho silicone ass down

  23. Lax October 6, 2011

    She looks cute here and i love this clean look, without
    all of the ratchness

  24. >Y.U.Mad? October 6, 2011

    Malibu Barbie i thought you pass on the torch to grinchgang,because they have taken over the role of you Kim fans of hating on nicki,but i see you haven’t gave up,you are back with a vengeance fight for your spot yes Malibu don’t let them new comers do you,like i said before nicki is looking good as usual.

  25. miss humble October 6, 2011

    how can someone that proclaims to be a plastic barbie doll, even contemplate death, shes already dead… anywayz!! !wtf….

  26. jay October 7, 2011

    Didnt she say in her song deatrold nicki that she was going to commit sucide b4? she said something like u was the one who stopped me from jumping off the legde or something or another but great interview and she looks cute

  27. I’ma have to send her to her maker October 7, 2011

    Being famous is not an easy thing all the time.
    And pop royalty u should be LAST to talk about attention seeking being a rihanna stan. Ummm anyways, keep ur head up nicki. 🙂

  28. I’ma have to send her to her maker October 7, 2011

    Kat deluna, This is how she USE to feel. Even celebs are insecure sometimes. So stop judging.

  29. I’ma have to send her to her maker October 7, 2011

    Anyone who takes nappyheaded h*** insult seriously cracks me up. If you feel offended then maybe you got sum nappy hair! LOL. And yall trippin over that when rappers say the word n**** and lot of other ignorant things?! Plz.

  30. I’ma have to send her to her maker October 7, 2011

    @Malibu barbie gworl, I was wondering when u were gonna show up. Nicki the only female rapper u hear about and has worked hard for her spot. It didn’t just happen over night. Just cuz your fav is slowly dying from the spotlight don’t mean u gotta be jealous of someone who has made it.

  31. nice_gurl October 7, 2011

    I love her when she looks more normal. She should keep wearing outfits like this.

  32. Lea October 7, 2011

    @I’MA HAVE TO SEND HER TO HER MAKER Nicki is a habitual liar now she’s trying to use this s****** gimmick to gain sympathy so people can buy her new album.She is pathetic.

  33. jesus October 7, 2011

    she will bow down to her idol lilkim.

  34. ROLEISHA October 7, 2011

    I LUVVVVVVVVVV NICKI SHE DID HER BEST TO GET WHERE SHE,S AT SOOOOOO STOP FUCKENNNNN HATEING ON HER EVERYBODY GOES TRU STURGGLES IN THEIR LIFE LUV HER NEW LOOK SHE NEEDS TO STICK THIS WAY IT LOOKS BETTER STAY STRONG NICKI!

  35. Smiley; October 7, 2011

    I Love U Nickii
    N F*** Alla Duh Haterz Daii Cud Kiss Ur Ass
    Day Jus Jealous Cuz U On Top . But Haterz Make You && Me Famous
    Love Ur New Luk && I Love The Old 1 . Keep up The Gud Work . N Ur Verses Rr Duh Shits

  36. nikki October 7, 2011

    you have like 80 people in your body sooo yea your crazy

  37. Onika Carter October 7, 2011

    Love it!!!!!

  38. jesus boy October 14, 2011

    Nicky is my friend. And i will alwas be there 4 her and no matter what the heater we wil keep going to the top. Nicky u are the best female rapper i have ever see and hear, nobody can change that. I love nicky remember u are Young Money and Young Money is a Army.

  39. FashionFancys December 4, 2011

    OMG!!! Like 1st off why r u bum b****** hating!?? Liiiike Nicki isnt “the baddest” out nor is she any type of trend setter 2 me anyways but I give props wen needed and she got u b****** mad and hella fake ass barbies out here lol smh its funny tho bcuz I think Nicki trys to npersonnate Lil Kim n every way but add her own lil touches but I mean s*** she got fan base nd gettn paid fo wat she do soo she gotta b sum type of catch to the public obviously! Im not a fan tho I got a hand full of songs I lke nd half of em she featuring on … but she`ll b cool once she find her own swag… I mean the s*** that she b on is so playeddd like okay NEXT

  40. nykelia May 3, 2012

    look all yall need to shut up at least she made it she dont need no internet trolls on her back you dont know her so dont judge her

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